mood: ...Sad listening to: Underoath
Today sucks; Its cold and I feel alone. I hate this time of the year; summer please press back this hateful winds. Eh...Maybe I'am dwelling on things; maybe I'am not moving on and that I'am just a mere man that is hopeless for the moment. Am I? Have I lost sight of everything around me as I kindly want nothing more but to find my true love? Or have I found and certain cirumstance keeping me from her? I hope that I can hold her once more and never let go. Eh I'am a sap. Maybe I'am weak and have no spine and kindly need the touch of a woman. I just dont want to be alone...I hate thate feeling... I aslo hate the feeling of knowing someone hates me for no apparent reason. Its life I suppose and I shall move on some how; hopefully my dreams are in grasp. -Cut_x

winter is nice.
nice and cold. I love the cold. I like being cold. When you're cold, you can only take so much off, but you can always pile it on when you're cold, I say.

I don't like that hated feeling, either. I don't think anyone does. Being alone isn't all that great, either. But it's the only sure-fire way not to get hurt, yet you want to be loved... Which is hard for someone to do when you put yourself apart from everyone. Avoiding people, as not to be hurt again, like that one time.

I've been more personal in this comment than I have ever said on my blog (where these sort of things are supposed to go, I'm told). And to someone I don't even know who the hell is!

sorry if you think I've been too personal. Sorry. I don't think I really meant to. You'd have to ask my sub-conciousness.

so long
» invisible on 2004-01-21 10:40:11

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